Monday, January 3, 2011

when true love (not obsession) and hate collide..

Someone says "Love is always right". I don't think so. When your love let you to give anything for your boyf/girlf , it mean love is wrong. Why? Don't ask me why. let's think, is it love if you gave all of you money to your boyf/girlf ? Is it love if you gave your (sorry) virginity to someone you called 'true love' ? Oh God. bullshit. That is not love. That is obsession. Can you distinguish between love and obsession? I think its hard to make differences betweet love and obsession. they have little difference. But they have very different meanings. Most people who claim ro love someone dont really love them, because they dont know what love actually is.You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. So what is actual meaning of love? I do not quite understand what love is. but i think, you will know when you really love someone when you want him/her to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it. Now, what is the meaning of obsession? I think the obsession is a feeling of coveting something, feeling the urge to have something, the feeling of loving something too much which resulted in brain, heart and feel it ourselves excessively. So, they are different right? 
     
    Sometimes. Love come easy. Love's falling from eyes to heart so fast. Faster than falling in 100N gravitation. But sometimes, when love is broken you won't think like it again. Actually, broken heart come more faster than falling love. But though your heart was broken, your love don't want to go from your heart. Your love will find a reason to save and pick up the pieces and putting it back together. But your self wouldn't build your love again. You feel it was too hurt for you. You hate it. Hate until your heart dont want to feel it again. But your love always trying to find a reason why you should pretend that is not too hurt for you. Your love always trying to make your self and your heart believe that you are in love. But your brain said that you are hate it. So? what should we do? should we choose between love and hate? i dont ever understand. This makes me mad. Nobody knows how hard I've tried to make things back to normal.

      yeah this is it my feeling. Can't stop the hurt inside. When love and hate collide. We'll never understand :)

      ....i never understand....
      ....love....or....hate.... 
      ....hate and love....
      ....they are collide....
      ....honestly....
      ....i really loving you....
      ....but i think i hate you so....
      ....actually....
      ....maybe like this....
      ....i love you to hate you....
         ....but...
      ....the fact is like this...
      ....no matter how much i hate you...
      ....no matter how much i wanted to let you go...
      ...i just can't... 
       ...and now...
      ...i wouldn't care anymore..
      ..i just like this..
      ...i hate you..
      ...i love you...

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